There are many different ways of learning some of which are programmed in us and others that come through experience. However, the most frustrating thing for us all is when we have made an experience, understood what we experienced and still can't seem to change. Repeating relationship issues (be it with family, friends or partners), money issues, ongoing emotional exhaustion, feeling manipulated, taken advantage of, feeling not good enough, experiencing life as a struggle or trying hard to no avail are typical examples for our learning not really gripping. What in us is preventing us to implement what was learned and why do we often feel we haven't learned anything?

Field Reports

Occasionally, I publish my session reflections as Field Report, so that those who are not familiar with energy work can get a peek into how Self-Healing in Action can look like.

Every month we facilitate a 3-day Energy Training event we call Marathons. In this intense self-healing space we train a certain Energy Work Modality - GRACE Soul Integrity - in this case. In nine remote energy sessions and the course of 72 hours we are trying to hold our energy at a specific vibratory level. This format speaks to active self healers and healers in spe because as challenging as it sounds, it's actually a very practical way to help us synchronize our 3D lives with our energy awareness. The monthly remote marathons, which can be done from home, during work, etc. are open for everyone, but due to intensity of inner experiences they typically attracts people who are willing to go a little deeper and who are not afraid of facing some of their rich inner world in the safe and nurturing environment of a group of like minded connected through their intention.

Read the Reflection on our last session and overall marathon experience for the brand new and super deep GRACE Soul Integrity modality that helps us learn How to Embody our Soul.

With a few exceptions we HUMANS view God, Divine, Soul and even Consciousness as something external – something, that cannot be obtained or is very hard to reach. It is commonly believed that only a few chosen Saints, Gurus, Avatars, Lamas, or other holy men (mostly masculine) can accomplish a full understanding of the complexity of God, Nature, Soul and human consciousness; and if so, only through tremendous physical hardships, asceticism or by birthright.

One of the main themes in intense times like right now is learning to discern dark from light forces - chaos from unity. Once we find ourselves beginning to see truth an inner transformation begins to happen. We begin to feel attracted to higher vibrational places, people and teachings and we feel a longing for SOUL INTEGRATION. What drives us now is not our ego but the resolution of inner SEPARATION & FEAR through allowing ourselves to feel whole again. It is then when we begin to feel a renewed trust in our inner higher power to guide us through the darkness in this world, that we finally understand the purpose of the pain of chaos.

To overcome the pain of inner separation we recognize that all we need is to reconnect to our WHOLE & UNITED SELF, and realize that our journey is a healing path to find our lost SOUL PURPOSE again. Let's illuminate together, what these deeper aspects of self healing mean for our personal journey:

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Self-worth issues, mental looping, self-doubt & judgment, disappointment, judgment, endless struggle etc. are all parts of our wounded ego and signs of our inner separation from our Source. They imply that our power lies outside of us, and that others or the world is responsible for our deep inner disconnection, which is not the case.

If we are able to feel a true inner connection with our Energetic Being - and with it our Divine Nature - only once - we can begin to understand that it's not our wounds that cause our pain, but our identification with it!

Without being aware of it we’ve unconsciously given away the power to feel whole from within, and thus strive (or became dependent) for validation from the outside. As a consequence of externalizing out inner power we feel cut off and empty - lonely and separated from life.

Externalizing our inner higher power is the focal point of our self-healing journey. It can allow us to recover the remembrance of SOURCE from within us and guides on on how to overcome our pain of inner separation through emotional integration and healing our fragmented soul through claiming our wholeness (holiness).

Weekly Energy Report for Empaths and Highly Sensitive Persons

WEEK 42

13th - 19th October 2017

WEEK 42 - Courage Needed - No More Half-A** !

Keywords:

BLOW UP WARNING - LONELINESS - PROCESSING RESENTMENTS & SACRIFICE - INNER CHILD & KARMIC FAMILY - KARMIC IMPLANTS & FRAGMENTATION - EMOTIONAL & MENTAL REFRAMING - COURAGE - COMMITMENT - NO COMPROMISES -

CRYPTOCURRENCIES & SPIRITUALITY

Weekly Energy Update

Energetic Integrity - An Opening

In The Battle BetweenLight & Dark!

I have written a lot about the misconceptions of Twin Souls, Twin Flames, Twin Soul relationships and the notion of soul mates, karmic relationships, relationships in previous lives, etc. in articles and forum responses. A romanticized view of TwinSouls is not only spiritually limited but can also be dangerous, as it can easily send someone into an obsession, and therefore straight into the pits of their ego hells - and yet I offer a transMISSION modality working with these energies. While there is validity to TwinSoul energies, working with these energies requires me to be direct, honest and critical about this subject. It comes with a lot of responsibility and thus the necessity to clarify some of the misleading info floating around this popular topic.

In order to understand why there is so much confusion and greedy money-making around this topic you must understand, that the concept of TwinSoul plays directly into your deepest ego-desire for a destined and ever-lasting relationship! 99,9% of info about TwinSouls and Twin Flames is written by people who have never experienced or even worked with these energies themselves!

Unless you are absolutely sure that your interest in this subject is not sparked by your ego’s aptitude for short cuts, thinking that there is a TwinSoul out there waiting for you makes you vulnerable for false information and less open for true life’s experiences. Only if you have the courage to realize that everything in your life is a mirror of your inner alignment and perception of yourself, you are prepared to meeting your TwinSoul. If you are waiting or seeking the perfect partner and think that a TwinSoul could provide inner harmony for you, that he or she could elevate you, or that such a relationship would speed up your journey, you may want to contemplate about how your expectations and inner alignment might sabotage the very thing you are longing for.

The Winter Solstice time is a very symbolic and energetically rich time for reflection, letting go and allowing new energies to come into our lives. It marks the shortest day of the year in the northern hemisphere and the beginning of the light returning (more each day) to our world.

During this time that many hold sacred, it is a chance to let go of the old year and really allow our energy to connect deep within our hearts and allow that connection to not only come forward, but also ask it to guide us in the year to come as well as help us to reclaim all lost aspects of ourselves.

This process or reclamation allows us to not only bring back into us our lost parts, but also connects us to the power in these fragmented aspects, which usually brings about the potential for great change in our lives and our journey.