Field Reports

Occasionally, I publish my session reflections as Field Report, so that those who are not familiar with energy work can get a peek into how Self-Healing in Action can look like.

Every month we facilitate a 3-day Energy Training event we call Marathons. In this intense self-healing space we train a certain Energy Work Modality - GRACE Soul Integrity - in this case. In nine remote energy sessions and the course of 72 hours we are trying to hold our energy at a specific vibratory level. This format speaks to active self healers and healers in spe because as challenging as it sounds, it's actually a very practical way to help us synchronize our 3D lives with our energy awareness. The monthly remote marathons, which can be done from home, during work, etc. are open for everyone, but due to intensity of inner experiences they typically attracts people who are willing to go a little deeper and who are not afraid of facing some of their rich inner world in the safe and nurturing environment of a group of like minded connected through their intention.

Read the Reflection on our last session and overall marathon experience for the brand new and super deep GRACE Soul Integrity modality that helps us learn How to Embody our Soul.

As we are still going through the 'truth testing' of this year's solstice energies we are diving right into one of the most challenging subject for most of us - is this true love? And if it isn't how can I work on aligning myself or my relationship to more truth?

There is much written about Love but it isn't until we can fully connect with our heart that we are beginning to realize why this is not an easy question to answer. It depends on how connected a person is! Love can be based on many different things other than actual true love: security, money, loneliness, desire, status, narcissism or neediness to feel whole through someone else. I'm sure we've all experienced at least one of each of these reasons for being in a relationship. But is this a good foundation for a happy and lasting relationship?

Happiness depends on each partner's expectations. If both agree on the purpose of their relationship and there are no unspoken or hidden aganda, both can be satified with their relationship. However, most of us don't know what to expect or even what we truly want - not to mention how to communicate it to our partner. Most relationships are based on the deep belief that we cannot reach what we are searching for on our own, and so we are beginning to externalize our love to our partner. It is only a matter of time until one of us begins to begin to try to control or manipulate , just so we can make sure we get our investment back. So, how can we know that true Love is possible if we cannot feel it or know what to expect?

The ego, as well as our thoughts and emotions have their use and cannot be cutout or be removed – only their dominance over our perception can be altered. Although it often seems as if the ego functions like the 'anti-consciousness' it still has its purpose in securing our physical existence. From an energetic perspective, our lower chakra energies symbolize our human-ness - our weak spots, our passion but also our reactivity and emotional attachments. Therefore there is no point in wasting energy on judging ourselves for our 'lower' emotions. All that really matters is that we learn who to discern our perception, so that we can differentiate and integrate all emotions, feelings and sensations.

For many of us this differentiation is new. We regard having emotions as 'lower' and not spiritual, spiraling in our unsolvable conflict between body, mind and spirit. Read how active consciousness work can help us to catch up with all these subtle and not so subtle issues with reconciling our 'human-ness' with our higher vibrational spiritual goals.

If we lose the connection with our heart, we are trapped in our programmed and survival oriented ego. Our life becomes dominated by inner and outer conflicts and contradictions - our inner dualisms. We become empty, anxious and lonely and our biggest fear is Nothingness. We keep ourselves busy with thinkingness all day, and can't fall asleep because we don't know how to end the sonstant stream of thoughts in our heads...

Inner peace, the very thing we all yearn for, can only be found through transmuting conflict of the inner dualism between our mind and heart in the core of ourselves. This can only be accomplished by merging the two. If we can allow our fusioned Heart-Mind to guide our life’s journey, we are not only raising the vibrational energy of what caused of our pain, but more importantly facilitate the actual transmutation of our pain altogether!

Why is it such a struggle to feel our heart, and to follow our heart's guidance? For some of us it is a choice to always favor our mind; but most of us are not even aware that we have choice. From early childhood on we were conditioned to dismiss our heart and only trust in our mind. We got confused and lost the ability to discern between emotions and feelings - and slowly lost the ability to feel our heart. To add to our confusion, many spiritual teachings or religions only deepen the gap between true and false heart-connection.

It is time again for our monthly mindfulness crash course marathon event!

This 3-day remote energy work mindfulness event is a form of exposure therapy to heart-level energies, where tremendous insight and compassion are not only experienced, but also anchored into a person’s system in a way that our old patterns lose tremendous ground and new methods and ways will be unveiled to feel differently, understand more, and become more compassionate.

Our transMISSION marathons are three day, nine transmission events that focus on one of the modalities offered through transCODES and SelfUnification, which as single event represent the most transformative experiences that we offer.

The power within these events is the repetition, which in itself slowly breaks down the resistance we all have within to connecting, accepting, integrating and healing. The event not only incorporates energy work, but also multiple flash reports and daily summaries to aid in reframing and challenging what comes up during the work.