By jona bryndis, Oct 25 2019 01:59PM
... why it's normal to be afraid and having a hard time to let go
Many of us are going through a form of deeper grieving, letting go or heart-pain process right now. Part of this is the direct confrontation with the truth of our inner patterns and beginning ability to pierce through our own projections or ego illusions. This can initiate a disillusionment or deep sadness at first - we doubt ourselves, our love and worst of all our right to be here. We go through a dark night of the soul.
With growing awareness of our own inner darkness, we then begin to become afraid of our own shadow. This has to do with not being able or willing to face what we must let go in order to grow. Our ego is still bargaining, while our True Self already 'knows' that it's not real. It is therefore quite normal to go through a bit of a DEATH OF OUR EGO experience, which can come over us like a huge, and disproportionate drama of trying to hold on to what is no longer true. The subjective experience is often perceived as a deep GRIEVING process, which can feel so real, that we become literally afraid of 'dying'.
Know that you are not alone in this right now, and that collective energies have a lot to do with this inner correction process!