Collective Energies can be a bit difficult to understand. There is so much going on! However, during Equinoxes (this Sunday 22nd September 2019) and Solstices, Collective Energies become more permeable. Especially as Energetically Sensitives, we are picking up on more Astral Energies in those times. what does this mean for us individually?
Heightened Inner Perception or being an empath can be very overwhelming at times. Regardless of whether we were born empathetic or it just so came to us, once we become aware that the world is nothing but an illusionary virtual reality it changes everything! The way we see success, money, career and relationships. Suddenly, what was important to us yesterday is no longer relevant; what we believed to make us happy or give our life meaning becomes pathetic or boring.
Traditional life coaching teaches us how to improve our goalsetting and develop strategies to reach a new levels of success, however happiness appears to come from somewhere else. Without proper understanding and guidance on how to deal with our new levels of perception and consciousness we can easily get lost in seeking, confusion or even depression. What could the meaning of this internal but life changing development be? How can we navigate through this new kind of vulnerability that comes with spiritual emergence without getting lost in woo-woo-land?
We already know that mindfulness and inner connection through meditation, contemplation or consciousness work can help with handling this new intensity of inner sensations. However, what do all these new sensations expreienced in lucid dreaming, weird visions, synchronicities, and an overall intensification of discomforting physical and energetic vibes in daily situations really mean? Do they even have a meaning? These questions are typical signs that you energy system is beginning to to align to a new level of perception and consciousness, that the veil between your ‘real’ and dream world is becoming less and less dense. So, You are Awakening. And? What's next? Let's look into the deeper inner processes that are taking place within us:
In recent years, we have observed an alarming connection between addiction and energetic sensitivity, highly sensitive persons and empaths. The amount of addictive or co-addictive patterns amongst us is extremely high, and often also very challenging to recover, as the underlying need to connect and heal is so strong, that it often expresses in the less obvious form of co-dependency. Co-dependency may not exactly show as obvious addiction, because it hides more in what we don’t do, such enabling, and the inability to feel and maintain healthy boundaries.
For centuries we have been conditioned to believe that addictive behaviors are weak, unacceptable and sinful. We regard our coping behaviors as 'temptation of the flesh', which condemned addiction as irreconcilable shadow part of our human existence. Most of us judge addiction in others, but what about our hidden addictions, that makes us look ‘good’ in other people’s eyes? What about our obsessive self-berating, perfectionism, mental looping, victimhood, spiritual specialness, power-tripping or emotional manipulation? Have you ever considered these behaviors as addictive?
These past 2 weeks brought up a lot of inner and outer TURMOIL - you don't need me to tell you this: Nothing seems to be working anymore; old emotions and fears are kicking and screaming; old patterns are back and all our good intentions went out the window - just for us to see the futility of our rigid old ways.
Many of us experienced some kind of loss or a big LETTING GO these past weeks. It's like as if an old cycle wants to come to an end. And so, here we are - our triggers were pushed and once more we feel like running in cycles.
While this letting go pain activated our raw LIFE FORCE to spike up again, it also brought some of our SHADOW ASPECTS back to life. This required and continues to require us to be the OBSERVER and CONTEXTUALIZE our inner energetic reactions, rather than judging them. This was and still is tough for many … and even if we were able to see exactly what was going on, it could still trigger LONLINESS and SELF-DOUBT.
Energy Update 4th –10th February 2017
Collective energies last week did feel a bit lighter, but I wonder if it's just that people are slowly getting desensitized by news? Many of us energetically sensitives did indeed feel HOPE and even COURAGE last week (as reported in last week's energy update) - but in the midst of everyone else acting out RAGE and FEAR it still remains challenging to keep the FOCUS on 'what we want', instead of resisting 'what we don't want'.
We all are energetic reflections of another. As long as we rant, posture and pump fists we are unconsciously energizing the ongoing POWER STRUGGLE. The emergence of our Collective Shadow is in full motion - keeping millions of people in the state of acute anger and despair. This is the GREAT DIVIDE and it's continuing to POLARIZE our energies, families, friends, coworkers, and even countries; the created low vibratory overlay through that is difficult to penetrate.
Energy Update 26th November - 2nd December 2016
Many of us are having a bit of a rough time right now. The energies we were dealing with this last week dropped many of us to our knees! So don't feel bad if you had a bit of a hard time - you were not alone!
In the past three Energy Reports (actually since the beginning of the year) I have been pointing out that our senses, and with it our sensitivity are under attack. This is a challenging thing for everyone, especially if we are energetically sensitive!
If we bought into the ongoing outer conflicts (other people's or family drama, politics or economics) our deepest inner fears and unprocessed shadows were triggered. This happened with such as surgical precision, that it seemed like all our worst nightmares were becoming real. If we didn't notice this coming on early enough, it felt like we were pulled into the pits of our looping mental or emotional hell-worlds.
I hope you got through this week without major dramas, since this was a tough one! For most people who are not trained in decoding their inner worlds, this has been and still can - right now - lead to severe aggression, depression and anxiety. As things are beginning to change into directions that were not expected or anticipated our ego’s fears are coming to the surface.
This is a message to all energetically sensitive people and empaths. Listen to this recording from an impromptu discussion about how to deal with global changes in a Heart-Warrior meeting.
ENERGY UPDATE: 5th - 11th November 2016
Feeling like 'something big is going to happen' can be a huge burden for an energetically sensitive person. It's like sitting in the middle of pressure cooker without knowing what this is all about.
All my life I have been sensitive to atmospheric pressure... every time a low pressure weather system would move into my area I would have an excruciating headache. Until it finally started to rain or storm; as soon as the storm would start to break loose, my headache would immediately disappear and I'd feel fine again. So many times, I found myself wishing for the big storm to come, just so I wouldn't have to feel the pressure in me anymore.
This is how many of us are feeling this right now. It can lead to overstimulation and the need to isolate and cut ourselves off from the ongoing energetic bombardment - which will not serve you! The energetic bombardment in wake of the US Elections, looming unresolved global, political and geopolitical problems has reached a point where we just wish for all of that to be over with... but...
Fellow empaths - this is one of the moments in your life when this attitude can be dangerous!
Be careful what you wish for!