For many of us, the shift to a different phase in life often brings not only a renewed sense of hope, but also a time of reflection. With new resolve comes the need for more clarity about our experiences along the path that lead us to our desire and willingness to change. Any time we decide to change we are openening up to heal our past so that we can overcome our fears of the future.
Regardless of the reason for change; whether it’d be away from co-dependency, addicitve behaviors, substance abuse, or simply an ego driven life for example, if we are honest with ourselves, we often discover that there is some repair work needed before we are able to move any great distance forward.
It's quite common to discover that our previous way of life was one during which we lived through conditioned beliefs, patterns and programs that were so significantly misaligned from who we truly are, that our past actions barely feel like it was us doing them. For the deeper inner healing these aspects of ourselves need to be reunited and integrated.
Field Report GRACE Integrity® Energy Session 09/29/15
As with most GRACE Integrity Sessions, this transMISSION was not only a deep energy session for all of us participants but also an indicator for the energetic dynamics of archetypal healing of our inner integrity supported by current collective energies (read Energy Reports).
Since the end of September we have been going through a dramatic step-by-step download and upgrade process, which many of you felt in this or other transMISSIONS, as well as general shifts and developments in our personal lives. One way to describe this is: A global cleansing and correction process. Another is: The final release of ‘faulty’ holographic separation codes that keep us from rediscovering our true inner power. Integration is currently the main theme underneath most collective and personal processes going on and therefore also played into our session here.
As mentioned in the forum report, the inner correction guiding us back to the Divine Trinity is a sacred and mystical process – far more than just emotional and mental clearing of unresolved psychological Mother, Father & Child principles. Without an inner energetic reconciliation on this fundamental level of composition of our existence we cannot apply our awakened consciousness into our practical lives nor see it in the larger context of becoming one with our Divine Consciousness, which after all is the ultimate the goal of this inner consciousness work.
The connection with our inner Divine Masculine, Feminine and Child Consciousness can only evolve to the level of ‘Christ Consciousness’ if we can leave our inherent father, mother and inner child issues behind us.
How do we do that? By allowing our predispositions and propensities created through karmic and collective matrix energies to disengage. This requires our conscious choice to detach from the pay-offs and patterns that seemingly keep us in an illusionary balance or presumably safe.
When we are forced to react or adapt to a stressful situation, fight, defend or remove something, we can’t really act from a position of love, calm, allowing, accepting, etc. – instead we tend to turn into fire-putter-outers and do whatever needs to be done to resolve an immediate crisis, which can sometimes also mean to simply run away. Being able to tap into our innate survival skills is one of our cool human traits. Our flight or fight response, located in the animalistic part of our brain and energetically linked with our lower Chakras (1st, 2nd,3rd), enables us to go beyond our normal restrictions.
While this state of high alert can activate unknown energy reserves, we are able to achieve astounding strength, resilience, persistence and reactionary speed, which we may not always be proud of, in retrospect. Many of us find ourselves acting with a temper, in fear, with raw intensity and sometimes with actions we may regret later. However, when accessing this part of ourselves, we typically act without thinking or reflecting, so there is very little sense in judging what we did.
This can cause an energetic schism in us. We knew that it needed to be done but we cannot feel entirely congruent with what did in this state as our consciousness (which is located in the frontal lobe of our brain and linked to our 4th and upper Chakras) suggests other solutions; moreover, we sometimes feel difficulties to find back the way to our peaceful state in which we want to respond with love, compassion and wisdom.
Some native tribes call this phenomenon The Shadow-Man. I find this a very fitting analogy, as it symbolizes the part of us that fights and ‘kills’ in defense or for survival. Traditionally, this was of course related to battle or hunting situations, but we can easily transpose these situations to our daily lives, for example: At work, in a relationship fight or when verbally attacked in traffic.
In Energy Work this is comparable with the reactionary part of us that helps us to survive or cope with stress situations (emotionally, mentally, physically or spiritually). It is also the part that when not properly healed, can turn against us and develop into our ego-, shadow- or false self traits.