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By jona bryndis, Nov 11 2019 07:06AM

There is a noticeable increase of interest in narcissism and narcissistic abuse, a new 'buzz' subject that leads to many controversial discussions and information about this phenomenon. It is unclear why we can observe this increase, whether it's because there are more narcissists or whether we are becoming more educated about the psychology of common human conditions. However, for victims of Narcissistic Abuse the info available on the internet or through therapists is often insufficient.

For any victim of prolonged exposure or conditioning through living or working with a Narcissist, the consequences of this often not validated trauma can be severe and lead to chronic and permanent physical, emotional, mental and spiritual damage.

Advanced self-healers and healers are in need of more holistic views of dealing with and healing the result of NARCISSISTIC ABUSE in a person. The way I adress this complex trauma is through a combination of higher learning and energetic realignment through Self-Mastery.

By jona bryndis, Nov 8 2019 09:26AM

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Your True Self is always present - it is the inner version of your infinite and eternal Soul Self. The True Self's function is to meditate and translate between your conscious Ego Self and your Soul Self. It's basically the direct link to your Soul, able to speak to you in a language you can understand.

Many of us understand 'True' Self as the unfiltered and uncontrollable version of ourselves at first. It reminds us of all the little lies we tell ourselves and triggers our inner judgment to ourselves. It took me a long time to figure out that most people are afraid of connecting with their True Selves because they confuse their True Self with their Ego Self. Our True Self is not the part that acts out or tries to smooth over when we are not authentic. Our True Self is free of judgment, expectation or form and not some virtual supervisor or monitor of how good we are - that's our Ego Self! 

By jona bryndis, Nov 6 2019 02:14PM

Being Willing to Embrace New Strategies

There are many different kinds of pain, emotional, mental, physical or spiritual pain - the kind that shuts us down or the kind that allows us to grow. When we feel pain, it's probably the most real thing we know how to pinpoint - but know that pain also highly subjective and therefore not always as real as we think! At this stage of your self-healing journey, we will investigate the deeper energetic effects of pain in the different areas of our life, but not really the experience of pain itself. For long-term healing of pain patterns, it is not only important to identify the ways how we handle pain when it occurs but also to honestly observe our attitude, involvement, and accountability for our pain.

The purpose facing our pain is to reach a new level of commitment and responsibility for our life's experiences, so that Self-Healing is no longer something we do, learn, or practice – but an integral part of who we are.

By jona bryndis, Oct 31 2019 07:16PM

In times of increased global uncertainty, our collective human energy field tends to stir up and release fear and anger energies. This invites darkness into people’s hearts. Not only do we often feel this through elevated stress and exhaustion, but we literally experience ourselves in a state of emergency without knowing why. Those with energetic sensitivity are often quite susceptible to feeling these collective disturbances, unaware that their own energy fields are being pushed, manipulated and bombarded. Without a proper understanding and discernment, it can become challenging to remember that we are a soul with a body - and not just a body with a soul.

Collectively the times we are in are characterized by an intensified correction and speeding up of deeper inner clearing processes negatively affecting especially our ABILITY TO CONNECT. On the outside this energetic condition can show in many different ways: Overall increase in pace of life (phones and social media), political and social chaos, financial crisis, integrity problems and fanatism, increased terrorisms, people erratically acting out or 'going nuts', planet responding with unusual earth changes. Internally, these collective conditions affect us through elevated overall stress, sleep and eating problems, increased energetic sensations or mystery diseases, addictions, depression, anxiety, goal-lessness, loneliness, and/or deeply disturbing inner turmoil through not being able to make sense of anything.

By jona bryndis, Oct 31 2019 01:10PM

We all know that there is a part of us that, when triggered,  can make us act out in ways, we are not always proud of. It can block us, disconnect us, scare us, drive us into instant rage or activate our strongest defenses within a matter of split seconds! Even if we are fully aware of it, when activated, our hurt inner child can zoom us back into the lower expressions of who we are and make all our efforts to become a wiser, more mature self an endless struggle. No matter how many years of self-help books, therapy or youtube videos we spent to learn about healing our childhood traumas, in our everyday relationships, this unloved and neglected part of us remains our Achilles Heel. All it takes is the notion of rejection or not feeling safe with someone, and we act in ways that we wish we hadn't. Without a strategy to face and work with this uncontrollable and often lower expression of ourselves, we will have a hard time to overcome persistent barriers or painful repetitions. 

As an empath healer and energy coach, I want to give you a few markers that can help you to feel more compassion for your inner child, and perhaps motivate you to engage with this hidden part of who you are. Underneath the tantrum-throwing, scared, powerless little narcissist or victim in us lies a world of wonderment, curiosity, creativity, inspiration, and true love.  

By jona bryndis, Oct 27 2019 11:00AM

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How To Disengage From

The Fight Against Inner

Darkness & Shadow

By jona bryndis, 27th October 2019

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We all have drama in our lives, and to a degree, we all have a bit of a drama king or queen inside of us that loves the intensity, the emotionality, the stress or normal or daily life. This inner drama-lover in us is what terrorizes us with incessant thoughts about what others think, how we think about them, whether we are loved or what our next 5 to 10 moves should be so we stay in control or feel safe. It engages in non-stop hiding, avoiding, questioning, justifying, victimizing, blaming, judging, ruminating, self-soothing, coping, guilting and shaming. Whew...it's like fighting shadows - exhausting!

There is a reason why we all get tempted into this inner or outer fight. We are neurologically hard-wired to prioritize our physical survival. Per design, it can bind and distract us into the lower functionality of our hind and midbrain (animal brain), which expresses in our emotional and physical reactivity. However, thankfully, that's not all that defines us as humans. We also have a pretty sophisticated frontal brain, that lets us evaluate and choose what to do next. And, we often forget, we also have a 'Heart-Brain' or Consciousness - an even more sophisticated part of our being, that lets us see the larger context and gives us the ability to choose not to engage if it's not conducive for our higher expression of Self.

The problem with constantly engaging in a (for whatever reason, real or perceived) survival fight, is we cannot effectively access these higher functions of our brain and consciousness. Instead of calmly, and wisely responding to situations, we act out first and evaluate later. Unfortunately, this is where we get into trouble with ourselves. Instead of disengaging from the situation, content, or person that pulled us into the inner ego-drama, we end up suffering from the dissonant cognitive aftermath of making bad choices. Not only does this constant dribble of inner ego chatter in the back of our mind let us relive our fear or trauma, it also gradually disconnects us from our hearts' consciousness. It overshadows our inner and outer reality with an empty darkness, that has now become an even greater fear or enemy - our own Shadow-Self.

If we are truly honest with ourselves, what has driven us all these years of drama-trauma is nothing but our ego's fear of its own shadow. But that's not the worst of it. For many of us Shadow-Fighters, this inner drama is so real, that it has us confuse this painful exhaustion and inner darkness with aliveness.

Drama is nothing but the inflation of our ego's fear of the end of its own existence.

Let's back up a bit.

The ego is formidable and well trained through years of conditioning, practice and programming. It has kept us safe and allowed us to survive trauma, disappointment, and hardships. However, it cannot make us happy - it can only keep itself alive - or what we think alive means.

It takes an enormous amount of courage and discipline to stop listening to our ego's voice and listen to our heart's voice instead. But - it's possible! However, it isn't until we become fully aware of the insanity of fighting against something inside of us that is empty and scared, that we can discover the true cause for our inner drama: Our fear of loss.

Let's take a deep breath and stay here for a moment...

What are we afraid of losing? What are we trying to defend with all this drama?

Love, Joy, Freedom?

Status, Safety, Identity?

Being Right? Being Better? Being worth something?

What for?

In order to feel loved, feel alive, feel happy?

Hm... is this really how we can get there?

What do we truly need?

Can it be, that we need to learn to embrace our ego, and with it learn to love all parts and aspects of ourselves (including our inner darkness and shadow) instead of fighting against everything and everyone that challenges our ego-self?

Can it be that our ego-drama is nothing but a distraction from the feared emptiness of shadow-fight?

The ego is not bad. We don't need to get 'rid of' it; on the contrary! We need to embrace and learn from it so that we can love and trust ourselves fully!

We all know, there is a challenge that comes with learning to embrace our ego. Over time, our ego has made us dependent on the pay-offs of drama. Like a junkie, our neural pathways formed unconscious reward-cycles of blaming others, staying in denial, suppression, victimhood, resentments, anxiety, and so on. The perceived reward in engaging in drama is a temporary and thus elusive relief from being responsible for ourselves. It undermines our freedom to choose and depletes our life-force, blocking our energy to live the higher expression of who we are.

The true drama is how we are unconsciously fooling ourselves believing that we are in control of this tragic shadow-drama-play. The sad truth is, we are fighting nothing but ourselves.

By engaging in our ego drama we are not only allowing and energizing our inner darkness but tragically so, we are also identifying with it.

In order to become more conscious and to let go of the fixation on our shadow-self we need to challenge our addiction to the payoffs, not the ego itself. The more we learn to disengage and let go of the payoffs, the more the ego goes silent.

Here a few examples of how we can reframe and thus better let go of

PAIN - Experiencing physical, emotional and mental pain is a normal part of our existence. Pain teaches us what actions, choices, situations or people to avoid. If we don't listen to our pain, we suffer. Pain is inevitable - Suffering is a Choice! If we wallow in pain, we energize our powerlessness and lose the ability to makes choices.

GUILT - Feeling guilty when we have harmed ourselves or others is healthy; it helps to make better choices in the future, but it can lead to shame and apathy if we wallow in it.

FEAR - Fear is a normal part of life and protects us from danger, but can lead to passivity if we don't face it.

ANGER - Getting angry is okay and can teach us that we need to express better in the future (for example boundaries), but can pull us into destructiveness if we feed it.

GRIEF - Grief and sadness are natural responses to loss, but can bind our energy to the past if we stay there for too long.

BEING RATIONAL - Mental processing is fine, but it doesn't elevate us above experiencing our humanness; it can lead to excessive JUDGMENT and pull us into GUILT.

BEING EMOTIONAL - Emotionality is part of being human. Expressing our feelings is not only healthy but also important to help us regulate our emotions. Repressing or hiding emotionality can lead to DEPRESSION and more drama.

LUSTING - Having desires and lusting are part of our humanness. Judging or punishing ourselves for our physical or emotional desires is counterproductive and can feed our inner darkness, and thus produce more Shadow.

NEEDING - Feeling the need for emotional or physical safety, needing to be recognized, validated and respected by others is healthy and important, but fixating on getting our needs met by others externalizes our inner power and makes us feel dependent. It fuels our addiction to ego-payoffs. Ignoring or projecting our needs to others can create very complex trauma and drama in our lives.

YEARNING - Feeing the inner need for connection with others normal and healthy. We are designed to connect with another, but if we are not prioritizing our need to connect with ourselves first, we can easily mistake love as something that has to come from outside of ourselves. Engaging in yearning can create identity issues and prohibit the natural development of inner connection.

LONELINESS - Feeling lonely is the way we experience inner emptiness. It means that we are not connected within. The natural remedy for lonely is connecting with something that is greater than ourselves, which can gradually allow us to feel connected again.

FEELING CONFLICTED - Experiencing inner conflicts or contradictions can be a temporary state that shows us that we are not congruent or true to ourselves. Prolonged or recurring inner confliction is a result of being disconnected from our True Self. If we rely too much on our mental processing or lack the awareness of inner hardwires we can lose touch with our true feelings, needs and wants. It shows a lack of consciousness and can lead to cutting ourselves off from our body and emotions. Inner confliction feeds inner emptiness and makes it impossible to love ourselves. It pulls us into inner and outer dramas and fuels all ego-payoff and shadow aspects and increases inner darkness.

All of these aspects are normal parts of the ego, and they will continue to exist in you no matter how much you like or dislike these aspects of yourself. However, by learning to embrace them in the awareness of the consequences of your choice to either engage or disengage, you can slowly grow beyond the payoff of blindly fighting against yourself.

By jona bryndis, Oct 25 2019 01:59PM

... why it's normal to be afraid and having a hard time to let go

Many of us are going through a form of deeper grieving, letting go or heart-pain process right now. Part of this is the direct confrontation with the truth of our inner patterns and beginning ability to pierce through our own projections or ego illusions. This can initiate a disillusionment or deep sadness at first - we doubt ourselves, our love and worst of all our right to be here. We go through a dark night of the soul.

With growing awareness of our own inner darkness, we then begin to become afraid of our own shadow. This has to do with not being able or willing to face what we must let go in order to grow. Our ego is still bargaining, while our True Self already 'knows' that it's not real. It is therefore quite normal to go through a bit of a DEATH OF OUR EGO experience, which can come over us like a huge, and disproportionate drama of trying to hold on to what is no longer true. The subjective experience is often perceived as a deep GRIEVING process, which can feel so real, that we become literally afraid of 'dying'.

Know that you are not alone in this right now, and that collective energies have a lot to do with this inner correction process!

By jona bryndis, Oct 20 2019 11:00AM



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By jona bryndis, 20th October 2019

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