Problems with Trusting Our True Inner Voice - Field Report
By jona bryndis, Apr 24 2016 10:14PM
For those of you interested in how to apply spiritual and metaphysical concepts into your practical live I am occasionally sharing so-called Field Reports. They are session reports of our ongoing group transMISSIONS here at transCODES showing how we do this energetic ground-work. In case you have been wondering what Remote Energy transMISSIONS and how they work, these reports allow you to peek in to and feel out for yourself how we work on our inner aspects in groups or individual remote energy sessions. (For more info about Remote Energy transMISSIONS click here.)
These session or field reports are posted in our transMISSION forum community after a session to give all participants the opportunity to compare, comment, reflect and share. Our energy coaches keep a protocol of each attendant’s energy field during a transMISSION, so that they can answer or respond to personal aspects as they arose in context with the session.
This particular report reflected on our FREE monthly 'Connect with Your True Self' transMISSION in which we were prompted to seek our inner heart connection. The original report contains detailed Chakra Charts and a FREE 5-Minute Energy Alignment MP3.
Thank you for joining this remote energy session!
We hope you are all well and had a good experience, especially those of you new to remote energy! It is difficult to say how you perceived this transMISSION, as there were many physical and energetic sensations, which may have been a bit distracting. However, those of you who are familiar with the power of remote energy understand that the physical part is often just the tip of the iceberg.Give it some time - often, the inner effects of energy work reveal itself unexpectedly in our daily lives, even days later!
General Reflection on Energy Work
One of the main aspects of getting accustomed to energy work and finding inner guidance through this deep inner work is learning how to tune into our body. Our body is a highly sensitive tuning fork and if can allow it, if will show us exactly where or what we need to pay attention to.
This session was a very good example for this, as there were many very clear sensations during the transMISSION that all hinted at our barriers in connecting within.
It is in the nature of facilitating connecting sessions to take a look at first the group’s and then the individual’s resistances. So, when reading this report, try to not see the listed sensations and aspects as what is wrong, but as response of your energy system to allowing the connection with your True Self.
The seeming focus on resistances doesn’t mean that there weren’t any positive aspects in your personal field, it just means that our priority during this session was on assisting each participant to feel their True Self by removing some of the hindrances in the way. Therefore the report mainly talks about those. Please take only those aspects from this report that resonate with you!.
Overall our session was more on the challenging side. There were many distractions, physical sensations and energetic attachments to deal with - and we never seemed to be able to hit the right focus in our center to hold the beautiful frequency of our True Self…
We had many different aspects come up for you individually, but as a group the main theme last night was about learning to trust in our TRUE INNER VOICE and DEEPER PERCEPTION. This may have felt a bit uncomfortable, as much of the clearing in this session was around our FALSE PERCEPTIONS (6th Chakra) and how to allow more FLOW (3rd and 5th Chakra).
With the latter, we also needed to address our inner imbalance between masculine and feminine energies, especially the need to orienting ourselves a bit more towards the ALLOWING and SELF-FORGIVENESS that come with embracing our FEMININE ENERGIES (regardless of our gender).
But let’s back up a bit and look at the different stages of our transMISSION for you to feel out the context and how I came to this conclusion:
Typically, the first aspects one can feel when going into the deeper state of connection are the energies that do NOT match up with the vibrational frequency of the session energies; and in this transMISSION modality especially the invocation. Therefore, many of the perceived energetic sensations set in right at the beginning of our session with the attunement to the invocation.
Throughout the transMISSION various sensations and perceptions were observed. The four energy coaches in this session all pretty much the same and quite intensely, if I may add this. Here the list of our observations during our session:
- Head pressure; forehead and eye-pressure (Perception 6th Chakra)
- Throat and neck (mostly on the right side); very tense jaw and lots of burps (Self-Expression 5th Chakra)
- Nausea, fast inner ‘spin’ and heat-sensations (Self-Perception, False Self 3rd Chakra)
- Solar-Plexus and Sternum pressure (Ego 3rd Chakra)
- Kidney Pain (lack of water, hint at feminine energies)
Emotional & Mental Sensations:
- Deep seated Guilt (karmic for some)
- Some sadness, loneliness and anxiety for some (hint at ego pay-off)
- Feeling of not being heard – or not having a voice (hint at not being in touch with true feelings)
- Inner Fragmentation, perhaps felt as agitation (related to lack of True Inner voice, indicating unresolved Inner Child aspects)
- Hard time accepting the way things are (related to self-perception and mental attitude towards Self)
- Powerful Etheric Clearing (Programs, Patterns & Attachments – susceptibility to outer energies)
- Dark (mental) energies around upper right head and throat (hint at conflict with collective programming)
- Energetic Rods (left and right) in neck area (judgment; linked to lack of self-forgiveness)
- Masculine & Feminine Imbalances (too much focus on masculine)
- Overall lack of energetic flow, rigidity (also mental; related to M&F Imbalance)
- sold grid, a bit too solid
- lots of purples
- GRACE code trying to come in
In Energy Work there often is a distinct meaning for these energetic sensations. As Energy Coaches we associate these sensations with our Energy Centers and thus identified strong reactions in our 6th Chakra (Third-Eye), 5th Chakra (Throat) and 3rd Chakra (Solar-Plexus). Please see the Chakra Charts below on how to work with them.
The combination of these sensations and observed inner processes in your personal fields created the context for us; and with the overall feel of the transMISSION the message of this session strongly suggested that we all need to work on our SELF-PERCEPTION and INNER ATTITUDE towards ourselves and others.
Judgments and rigid opinions are often responsible for preventing our inner connection. They make it difficult to feel and communicate our true inner feelings and thus make it almost impossible to feel and express our needs correctly. I saw many of your Higher Selves trying to speak up but getting frustrated at not being able to get a sound out. At the same time I also saw the resolve and intent to integrate but repeatedly running into the wall be built around our hearts, which is why I will recommend to work with the Unified Self and GRACE Integrity® modality, for those who are interest in how to proceed from here!
Some of you were able to break through this barrier, which was shown in form of your heart energies beginning to align to the higher vibratory rate of your inner GRACE (Inner Christ-Light). As this seemed to work, a very beautiful opening of our Third Eye was observed - however, for most of us this session felt a bit like a roller coaster ride between wanting to go into our hearts and strong physical and mental distractions.
The mentioned aspect of connecting with Feminine Energies is of course a general theme for our collective for quite some time, but when this comes up in a session so clearly, it hints at the core of our inner conflicts and thus the need to become more ACCEPTING of our inner sensations/perceptions - rather than trying to control it all.
If this aspect is not addressed, it will be very difficult for you to learn how to TRUST in your inner Divine connection. Connecting with our True Self is the process of allowing our TRUE INNER VOICE to come forward, and with it our intuitive guidance and inner knowing. However, this cannot just be a 'theoretical' concept but also needs to be brought it into our physical 3D world, eventually. Only there can it transmute into what we all want in the end: Happier life, abundance and relationships.
As long as we have a hard time accepting that things are not always the way we want them to be (ego) and let go of inner contradiction between conditioned expectations and disappointments, blaming, and victimhood, we will have a hard time realizing that it is our INNER DOUBT that keeps distorting our perception and ability to align to a happier or more fulfilling life!
As long as we are not willing to let go our secret pay-off we will always be pulled back into our resistances.
Therefore, each of us individually and your own self-healing process, try to become more aware what part of you is getting a hidden 'reward' out of certain patterns, opinions, false perceptions or even resistances!
This isn’t always easy to understand and I don’t mean this in the way of internally shunning your ego - but rather allowing total truth towards yourself.
If we keep running into the same resistances, say dramas in our relationships, recurring money or health problems, or inner feelings of doubt and self-judgment – it’s often a sign that there is a hidden (as in not aware to us) pay-off for our ego.
- Not wanting to take responsibility for ourselves by blaming others/the system (out of lack of courage)
- Not wanting to reveal our true feelings (out of fear facing our True Self)
- Not wanting to take clear stance (out of lack of boundaries)
- Feeling elevated over others (out of inner insecurity)
- Getting (often negative) attention (out of fear to be lonely)
- Feeling special (out of lack of inner heart-connection)
The best way to deal with this is to open ourselves up for a new paradigm – a NEW APPROACH to your inner connection and higher perception – and with it a new way of looking at our issues (and the people involved).
Inner healing work is not always about results – it’s about finding new ways that allow us to expand beyond our personal limitations!
The beauty of connecting with our True Self is that it can show you YOUR WAY – YOUR PATH to get there – provided you can TRUST in it!
Allow your True Self to come to you and you will see the path forming/unfolding right where you are…right in front of you!
Thank you all for being part of this challenging but very insightful session!
Jona, Maryanne, Eloise and Julianne
Energy Coaches at transCODES
transCODES offers a service and online community platform for everyone who is interested in exploring his or her deeper aspects of heart connection, heightened energetic perception, spiritual self-awareness and sacred self-healing. Our trained energy workers provide hands-on education, guidance and energy coaching/healing services for energetically sensitive persons and anyone who feels prompted to engage in active consciousness work and integrative self-mastery. transCODES energy work is non-religious and not bound to any specific teaching or methodology.
In remote energy session, guided meditation work, group coaching work and personal energy coaching sessions we offer hands-on support and practical guidance to those on their journey of personal growth, spiritual maturity and manifestation of higher goals. This includes energetic clearing work, karma, trauma, inner child, recovery, shadow, manifestation and spiritual integration. Our work is often perceived as highly challenging as it addresses our deeply conditioned and programmed ego attachments, which is exactly what allows a person to grow beyond their own limitations.